As I sat looking at my lists, I heard a voice, the same voice I heard all those years ago and it said “Look up and tell me what you see.” As I gazed out across the water I could see the land across the other side of the lake. I could see houses and …
Captivating Freedom Part 9
These are the things that were causing the panic attacks and the increased anxiety and depression. These were the things I spent most of my first year talking through and gaining insight into much of what I believed about myself and how I treated myself. As far as my mum was concerned, her behaviours and …
Captivating Freedom Part 8
My mum had lived with us since my son was born. She had her own apartment upstairs and in the early years it was really quite easy to live under the same roof. She was completely involved in our lives. As a family we did everything together. My children loved having their grandmother around 24/7. …
Captivating Freedom Part 7
Scratch the Surface Days turned into weeks and I found myself looking forward to going to my visits. We discussed many things that were surface issues in those first few weeks. Much of what we went through were really practical steps on how to reduce the panic attacks. This information I soaked up like a …
Captivating Freedom Part 6
Of course, as the appointment approached I began to question whether I really needed to go. I mean I had made the appointment straight after an attack and I was feeling much better now. I had not had any attacks at all and I was doing great. Life couldn’t be better. What was I going …
Captivating Freedom Part 5
I did not know what was happening in my mind, but I knew that I no longer knew what was truth and what was a lie. Once upon a time I would have put, what was an exaggeration, but the truth is much of my life was a lie. My boss came in to my …
Captivating Freedom Part 4
What do you see? I truly believe to this very day that this was the voice of God and I have held these words in my heart and still do to this very day. I sat and watched as more and more people were given opportunity to preach and I knew that one day, …
Captivating Freedom Part 3
Joyce Meyer Preaching I ended up in the Emergency Department one night because I was in bed and this happened and I was really frightened. They ran a myriad of tests and everything came back fine. The doctor came in and asked me if I was under any undue stress. I told him truthfully that …
Happy New Year
I am really looking forward to all 2022 holds for you all and for me as we continue to take this journey together. I have been absent from publishing for a couple of weeks as I had a little break over the Christmas period. However, I have not stopped writing. I look forward to sharing …
Captivating Freedom Part 2
So many questions so few answers Of course life is life and it continues to roll on ahead, even if you feel like everything has come to a standstill. I could not move past this intense feeling that something was just not right. I thought that there was something physically wrong with me. I even …
Captivating Freedom 